I'm 13 years old. I read Fall Out Boy slash on a daily basis. I listen to too much music. I can throw out excuses that would make your stomach sick. I make children cry. I'm convinced that the members of Panic! At the Disco have gay relationships in the back of their tour bus. I hate the sunlight. I don't play any sports. I've a terrible 'lack of confidence' issue. I really don't like anime all that much, even if my room is filled with it. I'm hypocritical. I'm a music elitest. I wonder if my friends even care about me. I've been to more plays than concerts. I've seen relationsihps fall to peices. I could give you lessons on how to ruin your friendships. I like to think that I'm a rock star. I lip sync Fall Out Boy songs infront of my mirror. I've an addiction to grape juice. I make the internet a pissy place to be. I lie. I scream. I fuss. I whine.
Maybe if my heart stops beating it won't hurt this much, and never will I have to answer again to anyone.
Please don't get me wrong--
Because I'll never let this go.
One day you'll get sick of saying that 'everything's alright'.
And I'm sure by then I'm sure I'll be pretending just like I am tonight.
Please don't get me wrong--
I'll never let this go.
But I can't find the words to tell you.
I don't want to be alone
But now I feel like I don't know you.
...I'll never let this go...
But I can't find the words to tell you.
I don't want to be alone, but now I feel like I don't know you.
And I'll never let this go.
But I can't find the words to tell you that now I feel like I don't know you.